'Sometimes I think'

Sometimes I sit alone and think, What if I would not have met you..

Sometimes I sit alone and think, What if I would not have liked you..

Sometimes I sit alone and think, What if you would not have responded positively..

Sometimes I sit alone and think, What if we would not have chatted so much..

Sometimes I sit alone and think, What if I would not have showed you so much care..

Sometimes I sit alone and think, What if I would not have dependent so much on you..

Sometimes I just think I should not have loved you so much ...

Sometimes I sit alone and think, I should not sit alone ...